Before I go fully negative, let me put some positive into the world.
These songs are beautiful and soothing:
Now that that's out of the way, let's talk about something that's going to make myself and everyone else uncomfortable: (which I will not fully give the topic of here because I am aware my classmates read this and the shock value of the topic will add to my presentation).
I am the worst kind of person in my opinion, I refuse to put a plan to paper in favor of pumping myself full of overconfidence, and then when it's time to perform, I start to wish I had a plan, or at least something committed to paper. However, I have like 30+ sources assembled at the moment, so I'm currently in a strange in-between phase of how comfortable I am with my project at the moment. I'm happy that I'm actually able to find credible information regarding my viewpoints (which was a real worry of mine for some time leading up to this), so that's good.
In total, I'm just enjoying in the caffeine-induced stress filled time of my life. I like being busy and there's a lot of moving parts happening for a lot of my classes and it's almost fun.
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